Friday, March 12, 2010

Lesbian

I am torturing myself. LOL Story is sick, which is my fault she came over last weekend when my kids were sick and she always gets it ten times worse than anyone else. She has been down and out for a week now. I feel like a part of me is missing when she is not around.
Me, her and Ann are supposed to go to a bridal show Sunday, but it all depends if Story feels any better. I gave her a promise ring, I had is whole shpeel of crap I wanted to say when I gave it to her, but it was weird with Seth there and I chickened out. I never even told her it was a promise ring.
I wrote her the poem she asked me for, I actually quite excited to read it to her. I'll post it here tonight or tomorrow.
Ann took pictures of us that came out awesome!!! But for Story's protection I can't post them yet. Maybe someday. She, once again gave me permission to take pics of her....those kinda pics. I wouldn't exploit them in any way, they would only be mine. But by the time we got home Seth and are were arguing and it fell through....again. I am so bummed out. She would do the most beautiful pictorials!!
Anyways.... Ohhh I got a new tat. The lesbian symbol, the two circles with the cross..it's like that only it is shaped into a heart. I want her name on me but I am not sure how she would feel about that. I'll wait.
And stupid me...I watched the L word for the first time...and now I am obsessed with that too. And it sucks to, it just makes me miss her more. But shane...
OMG..HAve you seen Shane in the L word?? Wow I am obsessed. lol Even my straight sister is in love.
It is mostly her personality on the show, but from I see she is quite the same in real life. Very independent and free willed.
She has taken a spot next to my Story in the vivid fantasies that fill my head.
Okay well that's it for now, off to watch more L Word....How fucking cliche